Monday, February 09, 2004
long time
Haven't updated in a long long time. About 2 months or so I think. Because I've mostly put my entries in my LiveJournal because it is locked up. However, I do have my reflection site. So, please do visit. I'll drop by time to time to update and look again.
Posted at Monday, February 09, 2004 by starsymphony
Monday, December 08, 2003
blahdy hell
why do i have to satisfy everyone?
I wanted to go ice-skating so so much but i had to cancel off all appointments just because they didn't want to go. Then, wherever and whatever they wanted to go and do, I had to go and do. I'm sick of giving in.
Posted at Monday, December 08, 2003 by starsymphony
Sunday, November 16, 2003
happy? irritated? angry? sad? I don't know!!!
Feeling really frustrated. Although I had a good day today, somehow, coming home changes it all. We had our performance, went to causeway point to have lunch and take lots of sticker photos. Kang went crazy too. Then we went to look for prom dresses because we were all in such a shopping mood. We did free manicures there. :P Then we went to Senja to play basketball with Xiao Hong. We were playing on our own, then these 3 guys came. One was about our age, the other two were much younger. I didn't play in the match but later on I did.
G told me the thing I didn't want to hear and dread the most. It's mostly one-sided. Sometimes, I'm pretty irritated by how freddie treats his friends. When he's in a bad mood, he throws his temper. When he's in a good mood, he treats his friends so well.
I'm confused of how I'm feeling. Just wish to snuggle into bed and sleep.
Posted at Sunday, November 16, 2003 by starsymphony
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
good news
Good news!!
Pirwzwhomper survived. It was not a hoax. He took down 50. A friend of his posted in one of the comments that he survived his suicide attempt and is currently in ICU at St. Thomas Hospital, and that he would return soon.
Life is precious and no matter how down we are, we must continue to be strong. I hope that Pirwzwhomper would be back soon and be stronger than ever. I also hope that he would return and leave meaningful comments in the blogworld for others to enjoy. All the best to you, Pirwzwhomper!!
Posted at Tuesday, November 11, 2003 by starsymphony
Monday, November 10, 2003
better mood..
I was in a better mood. But after going to Pirwzwhomper's site, I'm not that sure. After all, he has commented a couple of optimistic comments in my tag board. I really hope he didn't do anything foolish.
Posted at Monday, November 10, 2003 by starsymphony
Friday, November 07, 2003
avoidance??
hidng, avoiding, escape, wildness
thing i want to do but i can't
what is privacy?
what is life?
what is the reason we live for?
what is of importance
each of us differ
there is no together (*maybe there is*)
Posted at Friday, November 07, 2003 by starsymphony
Thursday, November 06, 2003
what is wrong with the system
tired of putting colours
tired of this fast-paced life
tired of all commitments
tired of everything
....what is wrong with me
....maturity, a word not to be tampered with
....i've certainly not matured
....i wish to go back to those days
....where life was so much simpler
....all i had to do was to have fun
....everything seemed so easy
....i miss my friends from the past
Posted at Thursday, November 06, 2003 by starsymphony
Wednesday, November 05, 2003
happy or unhappy??
I'm happy fiona's coming over next mon
I'm happy my braces is out
I'm not happy cw and nisa is coming to band 1
I'm not happy as they belonged in band 2
I'm not happy they're bringing the standard down
Posted at Wednesday, November 05, 2003 by starsymphony
Sunday, November 02, 2003
the holidays
The holidays are here!! But it doesn't make a difference to me. I still have to go back to school.. :(
I think I'll be going ice-skating on Tuesday. Hopefully my mum would allow me. And on Tuesday too, I'll be removing my braces!! Yeah!! Finally after about 1.5 years!!
The performace on Halloween was great!! Although we don't really celebrate Halloween here, I was still in the mood. It was Awards Nite. Luckily most of the things went well. :))
Posted at Sunday, November 02, 2003 by starsymphony
Thursday, October 30, 2003
sisters suck
sisters are the ultimate poles of my toleration
especially when you have two
when they feel happy, they are like your first love,
patient, tolerant, sweet, innocent
when they want to find fault with you, they are like your enemies,
so rough, so vulgar and so impatient
sisters are the most unreliable!
sisters suck (especially mine)!
Posted at Thursday, October 30, 2003 by starsymphony
